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My Cat’s Diet

My cat is awesome; beautiful and most likely would win a beauty pageant if cats’ have such a thing. Pukki has gotten a little fat over the last few years.

We also have a couple of dogs that chase our two cats daily. Oh, the cats love their safe areas and the dogs occasionally go out to their other kennel. The front yard is pet heaven. It is about the size of a football field and full of natural trees up here in Northern Ontario. A six foot fence stops our pets from leaving and also stops critters, like a very big bear from entering and eating all the apples. Our two dogs are not smart enough to dig under and our two cats aren’t smart enough to climb over (except once at the gate the old cat, Kiva did so we had to add chicken wire).


I have spoiled my cat, Pukki, somewhat traumatized by the dogs; mostly our Jack Russell Tuuli, I have given her extra food. This has gone on long enough, a couple of years that she cannot clean herself properly. This leaves me or my wife (my wife 95% of the time) to clean her butt. Then a trip to the vets and my Pukki had her pussy shaved. With one problem solved, now she was on a diet.


A few weeks go by and I am much disciplined only the allotted ½ cup of diet cat food a day. I can’t say I saw any noticeable change but I felt good. I hadn’t caved in to those eyes. It is simple. Don’t look into those sorrowful beautiful eyes and indeed I did not cave in.

Well, until I stepped into what I thought was maybe a grape, even though we hadn’t had any grapes lately. Yes, then a second latter, I had heard the sound before I froze. Like when you step on broken glass, you don’t move. I turn my dart board light on and to my horror I lifted up my big toe. A black redness of mouse intestines now was stuck to my toes. My cat had eaten everything except the intestines. I did what anyone would do. I panicked. I started playing Twister. Trying desperately to reach anything I could wipe this goo off my feet. I looked at my long underwear,(kind of cold the last few nights), so they were ready; but I couldn’t bring myself to use them. I also had my leg/knee wraps that I couldn’t bring myself to use either. I essentially stretched my toes and the intestines; I heaved down low enough to use a gum wrapper.

My lovely Pukki does on occasion, when she is on a diet, eat mice. The problem might be that the pet door that gives them access to the great big football field size yard. If my cat is to lose weight, I need to know: how many calories a mouse has?

Written by Barnwood/E.W. Rantala

Miracle at Arrow Lake

A miracle that saved at least two lives undeniably.

When I was a young man, countless hours and many months of planning went into the annual fishing trips. Two to three week trips were normal in May for the walleye open in Northern Ontario Canada; always looking for the trophy fish. The same thrill and anticipation was felt for the opening of Smallmouth Bass on the July long weekend.

One friend and I were hard core fishermen. We went despite any weather or circumstances in life. No was not an option. We had even gone out in mid November when everything was frozen except Lake Superior. We placed fishing before everything; over major family and friends’ events because our desire for the “Isa Hauki” * (literal translation: Father Pike – general meaning the grand fish of any species).  To say we were obsessed with fishing would be a huge understatement.

July, 1999

Arrow Lake is about a hour drive SW of Thunder Bay, Ontario. Every July long weekend meant a fishing trip there with a five mile boat ride across Arrow and a short half hour hike to Little Whitefish Lake (close to the U.S.A. border).  My friend and I were obsessed with getting trophy smallmouth bass.  We were after the big fish, only eating a few injured fish, we took great care to release the fish. We had caught and released several 5 and 6 lbs. in the years before.  Hauling in a trophy was all that we talked about in the weeks leading up to our annual trip.

When I told him a few days before that we were not going, he was more than a little upset.  I had an overwhelming feeling to cancel the trip.  I had never before or since had such a feeling of panic; a sick feeling about going on a fishing trip.  I knew I could not go but what to tell my friend?  I made up excuses and lies to get out of us going.  This was the first time I ever cancelled a fishing trip. (Even going before ice out on one long May weekend waiting days for the ice to clear off the lake).

On the day we would have been at Little Whitefish and on the lake, I looked up at the sky.  The sky was green. Never before or since had I seen a sky that colour before a storm.  
Remember, we live above the 49th parallel. This is 1998 – no one talked about global warming. Northern Ontario is not a flat landscape. It is a rocky, hilly terrain hence all our many lakes.  A very powerful tornado- yes, tornado-the only one to hit this part of Northern Ontario- struck exactly where we were supposed to be.  

The news was full of the trapped campers on the main campsite on Arrow Lake (that we traveled through to hike up to Little Whitefish).  It took days to get people out.  Even then, the full devastation wasn’t known to us. After a month my friend and I, plus another friend, went across Arrow Lake to the trail; thinking the destruction was only along Arrow we thought we could cut our way in.  A trail buried under a mountain of old growth trees strewn in a tangled heap. We were still determined.  After a few futile hours with chainsaws to find the trail…one of my buddies said he was going to check how deep this mess of fallen trees went.  He returned after twenty minutes of trying to climb over to see if we could carve a path.  As far as he could see the forest was a twisted heap of wood. We gave up… for now.

I didn’t truly realize the damage until a few years latter when my wife and I decided to challenge ourselves and make the trip into Little Whitefish.  It took us over six hours to climb precariously on top of the mountain of dangerous piles of pines with stabbing wooden skewers many feet below. This hike had been normally a half hour hike.

This small lake close to Arrow was destroyed.  An old growth forest with Cedars that took two/three adults to encompass their arms around: Red Pine, White Pine, Scotch Pine, tall and beautiful, were snapped 10 to 20 feet up. For years before the tornado, we had hidden our boat in the bush, instead of carrying it back and forth. A few other people chained their boats and canoes on trees but all that was left was a broken chain and the handle from the stern – they had just vanished. Our boat, though trees had fallen on top, was still intact.

We headed by boat to our old campsite across the lake.  It looked like a bomb had gone off.  The campsite was leveled.  Death would have met my friend and I.  There was no place to hide or run. This site could never be used again for camping. The spot where we pitched our tent in the forest for years and the huge trees, that we hung our packsacks from to keep food safe from the bears, were bowled over. Our bodies would have been smashed under the great pines.

This was truly a miracle.  A miracle I need to talk about and share.

When I had this experience, the panic not to go on our annual fishing trip is very difficult to explain. There was no voice speaking to me.  It was an unpleasant feeling. Queasy, kind of like vertigo and it stayed with me until I decided not to go.  I have always been a Christian, I cannot remember a time when I didn’t believe in God.  God saved both my friend and I by sending that feeling.  

There have not been any other tornados in this area since this one.  Arrow Lake campground was full of campers celebrating Canada Day on the July long weekend.  The people huddled in the middle and surrounded themselves with their vehicles to take the force of the trees falling and debris flying.  They too were touched with a miracle; all were alive despite the smashed up forest. It took days to clear the road to get them out. We would have had no where to hide at our campsite. How would we have escaped?

My Lord saved my friend and I from certain death. My heavenly Father, my Lord and Savior saved my life- not anything else.  God, who saved us all when He gave us Jesus; God sent an angel to instill this feeling of fear and dread to save us. Hard to believe He would care that much about me but He does care for each and every one of us.  God needs to hear your voice.  Pray to Him, talk to Him.  He will listen and answer you. But you need Faith, true Faith. I can never thank God enough, but I can share this story of how He saved our lives that day.

By Barnwood/Erick W. Rantala

My refuge


How can I capture the beauty?

How can I capture the smell?

How can I capture the spirit?

How can I capture the experience?

How can I capture the love?

God’s love surrounds and hugs a 2 acre, heavily treed, small island.

I went back to recover something lost in my past.  

The tears stream down swollen eyes.  

I refuse to wipe them until it becomes unbearable.

Pleasure, pain and anguish are captured in those tears for a reason.

The reason shared in God’s presence.

I was surrounded by God’s love that day, that week and forever more.

by Barnwood/E.W. Rantala

Tigger

Tigger was the best pet a person could have in the world. A bold statement but by the end of this story you will see why. Tigger was a long haired, tan coloured, beautiful cat with a mane that would make lions jealous.
My father died at the age of sixty, in September 1981, while I was working down in the mine in Manitouwadge, a small town in Northern Ontario. A very heart breaking traumatic event that came suddenly and left my mother and family extremely heart broken. My parents were a close loving couple, not socializing much and had a tightly knit family. My father’s heart disease came as a complete surprise. A non-smoking, non-drinking, healthy, strong, Christian man who seemingly had no vices except his family. I had to go back to Manitouwadge to work in the mine leaving my siblings: Terry 18, Randy 16, and Pasty 14, because there was no work in my trade, drywall taping, in Thunder Bay.
A question came up in a game at a Christmas party: who is your hero? Without a doubt mine was my father. The Bobby Orr’s and Winston Churchill’s were no comparison. My mother and I still talk about my father from time to time but the rest of my siblings do not (at least to me). I think about my father quite a bit at work. Every time someone compliments me on the super quality of my work I always blame my father. He instilled my work ethic and I have always lived by it.
To try to ease the pain, my wife Sharon, who was my girlfriend at the time, gave my mother a kitten for Christmas named Lumikki, Tigger’s sister. She was a beautiful small long white haired bundle of joy. My family had never had any real pets. I have had a few in the past but nothing bigger than a hamster. My first pets were three small turtles all of which lasted only a few months. I was very young then and now I laughing say they all committed suicide. One jumped to his death from the kitchen table, one choked to death on a piece of food, a somewhat questionable suicide, and the last one drowned when he knocked over his little rock cave.
Many years later came a hamster that lasted about two years; a normal life expectancy for Hammy, the hamster. Hammy also got into mischief. A school friend Ralph thought of an ingenious way to make money. He wanted to mate his male hamster with mine. When they were put in the cage together, Hammy bite his male hamsters balls. So went our great money making scheme to sell baby hamsters.
I also had gotten a small aquarium in which I put about a dozen clusters of frog eggs which I found at a nearby pond. They all hatched and grew nicely until the transition stage between tadpole and frog. Some managed to jump out and the water had gotten a little stinky so my sweet mother flushed them all down the toilet much to my horror.
Lumikki was hardly a replacement for a loving husband and father but she did ease the pain if only in the slightest way for my family. Where does Tigger fit into the picture? Tigger was the brother of Lumikki, a litter of only two. Tigger was supposed to keep Sharon’s Grandma and Uncle Donald company. But he was too much for her grandma to keep up with this lively little kitten, so I inherited Tigger. I was still working in Manitouwadge for about six month after receiving Tigger and only returned home on the weekend. My mom, Sharon and her family looked after Tigger while I was away.
When I gave up my mining career and moved back to Thunder Bay, Tigger and I soon became best friends. I purchased and moved to Sharon’s grandmother’s farm house in the country and Tigger certainly loved his new liberty. He now had freedom to roam around chasing birds and mice. The old house was infested with mice running rampant, inside the walls. In about a week or so the walls became silent and Tigger grew a little fatter.
Tigger throughout his life remained a kitten; he was always ready to play and never seemed to tire of it. Chasing toys and batting ping pong balls for hours on end. He could catch food, namely “Pounce”, and hold it, like a squirrel eating a nut, in his paws. His acrobatic skills were next to none. Staying at an optimum weight of around nine pounds, he could jump and climb almost anything. During the first spring we lived at our home, Tigger managed to scale up the barn wall and destroy every last barn swallow. Six nests in all that housed babies and adults were no more. I felt bad but that is a cat’s nature and an efficient kill he was. The death toll inflicted by Tigger was staggering. Saddam Hussein would have been proud decorating him with honours.
In his relentless pursuit of all creatures big and small, I soon learned there were at least four or five different species of mice, proudly lining the steps for all to see. After displaying the victims, some still alive with broken bones, various parts would be eaten. One type of mouse would be eaten whole, another only the head and yet another everything but the guts. Tigger knew which parts were tonic and which were not.
Besides mice, numerous other animals were killed; bats, snakes, a few fat moles, squirrels, chipmunks, numerous species of birds – including a narrow miss of a partridge that I witnessed, frogs, toads and insects – all fell victim to this little killer. Tigger also got into his share of fisticuffs with others, coming back with cuts, scratches and bite marks.
Tigger could leap amazing distances. With the garage doors wide open, eight or nine feet wide and eight feet up he calmly sprang from one side to the other. The big old birch tree in the backyard was also a challenge to be conquered. The tree forked into three sections and way up some sixty or seventy feet he jumped from one branch to the other. How far only a guess, maybe fifteen feet or son. At times like those he seemed more monkey than cat.
Tigger loved to be one his own outside but also like my company. If I was doing chores or walking around he would always follow, keeping me company. I had to be careful splitting firewood for he trusted me and wandered around the wood piles. I would turn around to see him sitting on a log about to be spilt. I always had Tigger to cuddle up with laying on the couch. Enough even to make my wife jealous sometimes. I gave Tigger lots of leftovers and yes, I favoured and spoiled him.
Unlike other cats, Tigger liked car rides and would visit his and my friends from time to time. He used to sit on the dash of the van watching the scenery wiz by. When Sharon & I got married; with all the commotion that goes with weddings, plus we had gotten a new kitten, Tigger ran away or was kidnapped for three weeks. On a hunch to go to the pound and find a suitable replacement, Sharon found him on the last day on death row. He was spared and returned home. He had sustained a broken back leg that had healed nicely one its own. God was with us and him on that day. He had been found nine miles away from home with his broken leg.
Tigger and Spike, the new kitten, got along well together. Spike grew to weight double Tigger weight but Spike was no match for Tigger. Tigger was a hardened warrior and would chase Spike biting and swiping at his back legs till Spike screamed in agony. They were the best of pals helping each other in battles and hunting. They would sleep together and clean each other whenever they were laying around.
To another person Tigger was just a cat. But to me he was a dear friend and companion, whom I miss dearly. Tigger went missing back in the fall of 1994, presumably eaten by some coyote that had killed a number of other cats. Tigger was a tough cat, as tough as they come. I know he did not go down without a good fight if that is what took his life. That is one of the qualities I like about him.
Tigger for story

He lived a reasonable long life for a cat and I will always remember him. I deeply wish I could have buried him as I buried my dog Boris. I didn’t show a lot of affection towards Boris in front of people but did when no one was around. I have cried for my pets especially Tigger but as men do I like to do my suffering alone. Tigger will always have a special place in my heart. I truly miss him. Today I buried my cat in a sense. A marker resides now next to Boris in his memory.

By Barnwood
(Written over 20 years ago)

My Wife My Hero

We all have them in our lives, heroes that is, and some of us are blessed to have wives also. The word hero is used way too frivolously: sports heroes, heroic acts, even animal heroes, we certainly have high praise for a lot of heroes.

I have had only three heroes in my life. My Dad taught me a lot about family, commitment and work ethics. My dad was also a hard working Christian man.

Jesus was and will be forever the world’s greatest Hero for saving all of us who believe and trust in Him, our Lord and Saviour.

The hero of this story is my wife, Sharon Rose. At a quick glance she looks like most average middle –aged women except for an inner glow she exudes. Her love radiates to all those that know her. Working with special needs children, her calming influence is felt by all students, even those not under her direct care. Fondly remembered by graduated students, those memories can last a lifetime as someone who cared.

This inner glow that Sharon emits comes directly from God’s love. She was the daughter of a respected and humble Lutheran minister who taught her the love Jesus can bring to us all. Her knowledge of the Bible and its teachings have come to my aid on many occasions. Sharon was like the woman I prayed for as an adolescent.

In my youth I was bullied, depressed and nearly suicidal. I prayed with all the passion, fear and loneliness of a very desperate adolescent. I was very specific in my prayer, “Please Lord, please let someone love me unconditionally, please deliver me my soul mate and Lord, if possible can she be a blonde, Finn, Christian woman.”

God did indeed grant my request and by the time I turned eighteen, I met my unbelievable, unexpected soul mate. When there has been turmoil, suffering and hopelessness, Sharon has always been there. Her calming influence in desperate times, has been the rock that has kept this marriage whole. She has given me a lot of understanding of God’s Word. I can ask her anything and she will have an answer for me or know where to look in the scriptures for it. It’s kind of like having your own minister on hand 24/7. I have never, ever lost faith in 58 years, but I might have strayed if not for my wife.

I could not work anymore and to make ends meet, Sharon had to take a second full time job for a few years, never once complaining. She also helps look after our two aging mothers.

Being married to Sharon is in some ways like being married to Mary Poppins. She is a magnet for kids and pets alike. I will never forget a moment, a moment in time that best sums up my lovely, beautiful wife of almost 30 years. Our big dog Katie was very ill, she was dying on the bathroom floor. I stood by watching crying, unsure what to do. She went in and laid down beside Katie on the floor, gently rubbing Katie’s forehead, comforting her, soothing words expressed in the last few hours of Katie’s life. This type of compassion, this type of affection is just normal for my dear wife. I love my wife, I really love my wife.

I was so blessed to have met my wife when I was just eighteen. To meet your other half, to meet the only person your soul can bond with at such an early age was truly a miracle.

I was the Rock and she was my Rose. She has now become my Rock. I go over these thoughts daily with God – surely my wife must be able to read my mind?! I am of Finnish stock and extremely proud of it. Finnish men do not express themselves very well, except to God. This writing is just as much for me as for her.

I praise God every day for the blessings He has bestowed on me. A future I could not envision as a child, I only know the truth, the faith and the knowledge God would answer my prayers. I cannot even begin to repay the love, the kindness and forgiveness God has given me. All I can do is pray and tell people about His love for all of us.

Thank you Lord, my Saviour of saving us all.
Thank you Lord for all the love You have shown me.
Thank you God for such a beautiful, loving caring wife.
Thank you Sharon Rose for believing in me.
Thank you Sharon Rose for loving me.
I Love you Forever & a Day.

by
Barnwood57

Robin Hood NOT

Robin Hood not

Robin Hood (Not)

By

Barnwood

During my teen years I had a close friend, let’s call him Ed. From Grade 6 until the end of High School, we were inseparable. The first day I was invited to Ed’s house I was amazed. This guy had more games than a small store! You, well some of you, do remember the days of board games: Monopoly, Risk, chess, table hockey…

But first I have to tell you why two young boys were so free…Ed’s Dad worked hard in the bush. Back then the men didn’t come home every day, they stayed at the bush camp for months. His mother was a nanny for some rich people. His older brother who wrestled with us and played his guitar in his bedroom wasn’t always around. That left his grandpa, who didn’t speak a word of English. His room was the car port converted into a bedroom and he was deaf.

Ed had a brand new Hitachi stereo in the living room and we had endless days to play games! We would listen to the newest: Led Zeppelin, Carlos Santana, Uriah Heep and the Guess Who records. These brand new albums back in the early ‘70s were cranked up loud, very loud while we played all six colour pieces in Risk or all eight figures in Monopoly. A note book kept all the stats from every game we ever played. Ed was very competitive and would have gladly beaten me every game he could. In table hockey and table football the detailed stats told a story how the games unfolded. The vibrating table football had notes detailing players, plays and notes on the opponents. This was very serious fun. Ed was my nemesis. He was a little older, a little wiser and he had home field advantage all the time.

Where I could hold my own was the more athletic games like table hockey, tennis, target shooting (unlike chess, cards or board games). In Ed’s back yard a giant piece of plywood with a target was erected. Ed had a gun, ok, just a pellet gun. Hour after hour the target was pelted. It was fun but eventually it got boring even after we put the most villainous faces from Life Magazine. Along with the pellet gun, we had a couple of bows. This too provided a contest at first requiring more physical strength. But the smallish back yard with our increasing skill left us without challenge.

I’m not sure whose idea it was but I’ll take the credit. I’m sure all of you have seen epic fails on YouTube. If there had been internet back in the ‘70s and a kindly neighbour filming, it would have gone viral. Since target practice had become a little dull the idea was to go into the front yard, bow in hand and shot arrows at each other! The front yards were about 40 feet across, with no fencing between the houses. Ed went a couple of houses down to shot. At least 80 feet away. He had a nice new 45lb 60 inch Shakespeare Wonder wooden bow laminated with fiberglass and I had an old Super Jet 30lb 60 inch fiberglass bow. We had protection of course. What person in their right mind would shoot arrows at each other without an aluminum garbage can lid as your shield?!

This all went well at first. The freedom of youth to play, explore and lob arrows at each other! My bow being weaker delivered a smooth arched flight. If I could ask Ed one question I would like to know whose idea it was really after all. He had the stronger, faster bow. Ed knocked down my every attempt with ease. My buddy on the other hand, with the stronger bow, had a more direct path. On Ed’s third attempt, I missed. When I did not hear the clank on the garbage can lid I looked down to admire the arrow firmly planted into my upper thigh. I staggered around the front lawn for all the neighbours to witness. A little dizzy, I pulled out the target arrow that was embedded an inch into my muscle. Missing anything vital, a dime sized hole appeared. I don’t remember any pain, just anger. I lost to Ed again!

New Skates

Here in Canada, Hockey is what everyone likes to talk about: “When will the next Canadian team will win The Cup?” When I was young, very young, they only had 6 teams in the NHL. My father’s team was the Montreal Canadians. Mine was and still is, the Boston Bruins. Of course my favourite was Bobby Orr, the greatest Canadian Hockey Player ever! Growing up in this culture fueled my interest to play hockey but… I didn’t know how to skate.

I finally found the courage and money to buy skates. I was fifteen. I wanted to catch up to the skill level of those kids who were born with skates on. The decision was made and I bought my first (and only) goalie skates. I reasoned that goalies don’t have to know how to skate well. I should fit right in!

So excitedly, I started walking around the house with my new skates. I went outside to slide around the driveway, when I noticed a hard crust had formed on the snow. A melting freezing pattern had created an icy surface making it possible to skate all over the back yard. I spent hours circling, zigzagging, crisscrossing the yard. This lasted a few days before the ice gave way. No problem. I was full of confidence to head to one of the numerous outdoor rinks dotting the neighbourhood.

The first few times at the rink were during blizzard conditions, when no one could see my clumsiness. I had improved enough to go skating with my friend John and his little brother, Peter. Both played hockey; my friend a good defenceman. As more kids showed up we made two teams mixing up ages and abilities to be fair.

Going straight – not a problem. Turning. Stopping. That was a problem. Even the smallest kids were so much better than I. That was until I noticed. There was something different with everyone’s skates. Theirs were sharp. You mean I have to sharpen my skates before I use them?!

Does that explain why my ankles were flopping back and forth like an umbrella in a thunder storm? YES!!

By Barnwood